Werk werk werk werk werk.

I realize the reason behind most of my stress, not just at work but even before I started work is my extremely high expectations for myself- so that's something I really really need to work on. 

Miss this fatty bombom

We were 19 good heavens

Vivi says I haven't blogged in too long so I decided to take the opportunity to post this very nice photo of bae and I taken by master Timmy. 

All is welllll with me- working life has hit me in the FAZE.. I miss school- miss my friends, and the kind of freedom that comes with school but I don't hate my job haha in fact sometimes I love it a lot, haha who pays you to kinda go to a theme park to take roller coasters. But in the balance of things of course I have to work hard. 

It's been officially one month since I've started work, how time flies!! I've learnt a lot as well, and I like the environment at work. And just as Misha said, time really passes faster and makes the long distance relationship faster. I wouldn't say I dread Mondays haha but I definitely look forward to my Fridays. Once it hits Monday, suddenly you find yourself at Wednesday and then BOOM it's Friday.. I have no idea how that even happens. 

But if it's anything guys, don't rush to find a job ok? Just take your time, enjoy your break and find something you really want to do- not saying you should be picky, but make sure you like what you do, and they treat you well ( give you good conditions, staff benefits etc) and also that I suppose it builds up towards what you actually really want to do in the future. It's reaaaally really important. 

Anyway the last point would just be that D IS COMING HOME IN 10 DAYS HALLELUJAH. It seems short but 10 days is so long it's killing me inside..PLEZ COME HOME NOW PLEZ.

That's all for nowww- gonna start vlogging when D comes back because I think it's an effective way of capturing our wonderful memories to look back on for the many other days we spend apart. Don't do LDR guys.. It's hard.. Cry so baddddd T.T

Byeee ending this post with a pic taken by zee wee with his film cam

“If you start living for the smallest reasons, that’s when you know you’re really living. The smell of rain after a thunderstorm, the shades of pavements when it’s autumn, the harvest season and the unspoken competition to pick the freshest tomatoes, the mediocre midnights and the color of the sunsets, the smell of bakeshops early in the morning, the frosty breeze of the fast-approaching winter, the warmth of oven when baking Christmas cookies, the thickness of paper when flipping through magazine pages, the smell of new books and new clothes and new things. When you start looking at things, really really looking, you’ll start living. Because then you’ll understand how it is to really be a human in this world full of people.”

and that is what we consider magic  

memories ! (:

Had a lot of fun dinnering with manda and vivi the other day <3 let's keep this up. Love you gaiz. 

Watermelly

My beautiful person's birthday. 

Vivi says posting two posts in one day is not counted as two posts. 

That's actually me staring at my arm hair kthxbai. 

This heart is for you vivi. 

Photos credits : viiiivi ( can book her for your wedding shoot I gurantee 100% satisfaction ) 

Look at this cutie. 

Grad shoot with my spicies hahaha lazy to edit the rest at the moment so maybe they'll never come up. But thank you girls for being this great big part of my uni life <3

Fifth 

Adulting is so scary. And the doubts often come, take the leap of faith even though I'm blind- because no matter what, I'm in God's hands. 

Breathe in, breathe out, let's do this. 

Unedited 

Haha 0.0001 percent of the photos I took in Perth. I miss those monsters already. 

Haha it was like a week long sleepover, the ones we used to have weekly back when we were 12 to 15. Playing with make up, cooking, playing with dogs, this time with our skills leveled up - better cooking, better make up , driving around, playing guitar, singing, watching Telly together - gosh we haven't done these in a long time, taking about everything under the sun haha .. It was like refreshing our friendship, and I feel like now that I know how you live everyday, there's alittle more to talk about, and I understand you better now after you've been gone for so long and we only met for drinks once or twice when you came back every year. I'm so glad I came. I love you so much xx looking forward to the next time you come back. 

Well I haven't been blogging that much lately, possibly because I draw and write more nowadays. 

I think we're doing well in this ldr thing - so far- don't want to jinx it yet because we haven't even hit a month. I have to say tho, it feels like it's been forever since we've parted but yet it's only been less than a month, and it's slightly daunting to think about 4 months left ahead. 

Thinking about him before I sleep, missing him when I wake up. Tearing up as I write this.. Lol but yeah.. I'd say if your other half is just a bus or train ride away, don't take it for granted. Haha it's hard I guess in the sense you miss the person a ton, sure you get by .. It's not so bad .. You text as per normal, you talk .. Via webcam.. But there's no hug, no peck just a person on a screen.

 Everyday I wake up, and I tell myself, it's a brand new day and another day closer - another day closer till I see him again. It's hard haha. 

So, don't take the ones around you for granted, and make time for them. Not just your other halves, but your friends too.. Haha saying that with a 4 month countdown till mish leaves again- I was so happy she was back but we honestly didn't even meet that much. But it's nice to know .. She's there , just a train ride away. 

I'm really loved.