Grad shoot with my spicies hahaha lazy to edit the rest at the moment so maybe they'll never come up. But thank you girls for being this great big part of my uni life <3

Fifth 

Adulting is so scary. And the doubts often come, take the leap of faith even though I'm blind- because no matter what, I'm in God's hands. 

Breathe in, breathe out, let's do this. 

Unedited 

Haha 0.0001 percent of the photos I took in Perth. I miss those monsters already. 

Haha it was like a week long sleepover, the ones we used to have weekly back when we were 12 to 15. Playing with make up, cooking, playing with dogs, this time with our skills leveled up - better cooking, better make up , driving around, playing guitar, singing, watching Telly together - gosh we haven't done these in a long time, taking about everything under the sun haha .. It was like refreshing our friendship, and I feel like now that I know how you live everyday, there's alittle more to talk about, and I understand you better now after you've been gone for so long and we only met for drinks once or twice when you came back every year. I'm so glad I came. I love you so much xx looking forward to the next time you come back. 

Well I haven't been blogging that much lately, possibly because I draw and write more nowadays. 

I think we're doing well in this ldr thing - so far- don't want to jinx it yet because we haven't even hit a month. I have to say tho, it feels like it's been forever since we've parted but yet it's only been less than a month, and it's slightly daunting to think about 4 months left ahead. 

Thinking about him before I sleep, missing him when I wake up. Tearing up as I write this.. Lol but yeah.. I'd say if your other half is just a bus or train ride away, don't take it for granted. Haha it's hard I guess in the sense you miss the person a ton, sure you get by .. It's not so bad .. You text as per normal, you talk .. Via webcam.. But there's no hug, no peck just a person on a screen.

 Everyday I wake up, and I tell myself, it's a brand new day and another day closer - another day closer till I see him again. It's hard haha. 

So, don't take the ones around you for granted, and make time for them. Not just your other halves, but your friends too.. Haha saying that with a 4 month countdown till mish leaves again- I was so happy she was back but we honestly didn't even meet that much. But it's nice to know .. She's there , just a train ride away.