I have once again reached the point where I am so overwhelmed with the things I have to do I cannot do anything and I am just wasting time. Breathe kyky - one step at a time. Father I cast this into your hands, please help me. 

Super tired but I wanna blog about today so I'll be lazy and post unedited photos. Today was an Amazing day. 

Stayed over at tang's house to get up early to bake a cake for the boys. 

Bright and early with our rainbow cake batter. 

Experimental milo buttercream which was really really sweet. 

Our picnic at botanic gardens with a lot of birds and ants hahahah. Hope you boy boys had a good time nevertheless. 

Apologies for the million cake pictures but the cake was pretty haha. 

More food... 

Wide angle lens magic 

My oma says the couple got couple look here ^^ ( #mongtang) 

But then of course me and my bestfriend looks the best together (; 

Seeee.. Hahaha childhood junk food. 

Being gay.. 

And proceeding on to the amazing night with Byron's family at the cricket club. 

Personally escorted by Byron's encik through the crowd because we had great difficulty getting to cricket club which is right next to Parliament House. 

Insane queue to pay tribute to Lee kuan Yew where everyone was like giving us the - how come they can cut queue face. 

Sorry so many pictures of us today - but March and December are our special months (: oh man dinner was so good. If only i had like ten stomachs or something - and I really enjoyed the company of Byron's family too (: AND DAT BOURBON *claps hands* 

Being gay part II and showing up in unplanned matching outfits from colours down to the belts ..... 

Beloveds 

That's a selfie Byron took while I was trying to fix the wide angle lens haha .. Hence the tongue of concentration ...

Adults being amazed at the wonders of the lens and joining in the selfie game .. 

Watching the crowd from the rooftop aaaaand just chilling. A night to remember .. Yep that's about it .. Pretty sure the pictures spoke volumes .. Food was amazing .. No photos I just wolfed it down. 

Too many things coming (assignments / projects to finish / outings ) at me at one go. Freaking out. 

Hate nanci now - hahaha because she reject my concept. But I don't really HATE hate her. But ARGH .. Somebody help me- If anybody tells me only stupid people go to adm or people in adm have it easy i will not hesitate to bloody hell punch you in the face. Come to design school nincompoop - haha ok nobody said that .. But that's how angst I feel about Viscom right now because concepts are cool but they are also a bitch. 

If anything I hope one day I can be rich so that I can give my parents a good life. So that I can buy all the tissue paper from the poor uncle wandering in town, so that I can sponsor kids. So that I can help people who cannot get a job because they have no address (home) - are people that stupid .. Obviously you don't give me a job I can't have a home , obviously I can't get work experience because nobody wants to hire me because I no "work experience" - what's wrong with the world. 

And I hope that if I ever do have money, it won't change who I am and that I won't be snobby and wasteful. 

So very tempted to buy this

Found this photo and I really like it so here it is (: 

“I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.”

I will always be honest. 

And so the world, or at least the world on our side is still mostly silent. 

It is I suppose a monumental moment in singapore history - Lee Kuan Yew, one of our founding fathers has left earth. I can't say that I feel very sad, but it's not that I'm happy- I think it's rather weird and curious and I wonder what future lies ahead of singapore

How it is seemingly so silent but I'm pretty sure the press offices / journalists  the printers and the military are scrambling to print out the headlines the tributes , to be vigilant to protect our country , to honor , to respect our founding father. - in fact I hear helicopters flying around. 

I don't know what I'm rambling about - I've been up late doing my work and it's time for bed but I thought I'd make a little note on my blog of a time in history of which I surreally lived through so i remember when I look back. To write something before the chaos when everyone wakes up later today. 

Before I head to bed, I'd like to say I may not be the biggest patriot but I think I am thankful for whatever great roles Lee Kuan Yew had in bringing us to where we are today. Rest In Peace. 

I will need to work very very hard to earn money to enjoy my summer (: 

Chase your dreams. Work hard for them and never be ashamed of them. 

Photo : best photographer in da world 

I can't stop eating.. Halllp. Hahaha 

Borrowed Light by Olivia Hyunh

downloaded this video because i don't want to look upside down for the link when i want to watch it again and put it here because i'd like to share it. it's one of my most favourite animation shorts besides La Luna .

Just wanted to say that you should not to forget to take time off to appreciate the beautiful little things in life. Maybe some people would disagree or say i am ignorant, but i think Happiness is a mindset and not just a feeling. Perhaps it's easy for me to say this because i ' have it pretty good in life' but hey, i have my own struggles too. But life is a journey with ups and down, so why not embrace positivity :)

I have once again reached the point in my ambivert life where I have an overwhelming amount of people to meet but all I really want to do is hide under my blanket and not do anything. 

I apologize in advance if I do not reply your texts too quickly. 

I'm not moody or unhappy though, I'm great- just really busy it's getting scary. 

"미안해 친구"

Photo: jonno

Got offered a freelance job and they asked for my portfolio- which I didn't have. Kinda forced me to take action : 

https://www.behance.net/sponglie

May not be the best portfolio of all time because I'm not that great at photography or editing- but it's my best shot for now. Well the freelance job sounds really exciting but I've never really done anything like this so it kinda scares me too. But then there are people who believe in me, so I think I should believe in myself too. 

Because if not now then when right ? 

FIGHTING KYLIE~ 

Went through our old whatsapp conversations to look for a link and you're so funny you still make me smile a lot.

ARGH. Why is waking up so hard. WHY. 

Waking up at 4 or 5 pm everyday is a guilty pleasure. There is never too much sleep. 

Pain is not something you forget, pain is something you learn to live with.