My dad is so cute because everytime he wants me to dress a certain way / likes me to wear something, he will say "EH 为什么你没有穿这种的.." Then I will say "你买给我我就穿啦，我都没有这种..". And true enough just like today - he pointed at the jersey the mannequin wore at the  pull and bear store display and we both walked in and he walked right up to where the sweater was and started digging for my size. - my heart melted heehee. And in the end he took the sweater and even queued up to pay for it while I was distracted by other things. 

My dad may not be the smartest or wealthiest man on earth,and sometimes he drives me crazy by being so controlling or overreactive but he's my dad and I love him. Thank you for being my dad and God for letting me be his daughter. Same for mom who would not hesitate to give me anything I want even if I don't deserve it. I love you both. 

This week / semester has been a good one, I really like production because joe doesn't stress me out but yet pushes me to deliver and his uncle-ness really cracks me up sometimes. And of course surface design has been really fun- Galina is so cute. ( plus I get to see Vivien a lot - I think this semester I've seen you more times than other semesters combined plz). I'm happy this week because Wednesday I had warm happy food in my tummy with the worlds best company. And Thursday has the best lessons combined with bibien. - and I met athalie and somehow Yuying walked past the windows of the ice cream shop we were chilling at and poked her face  throught the window. Hanging out with 2 of my bestfriends- it's a big dream. Thank you God for making it happen. Not forgetting our regular cherished Fridays with the secondary school kids that I sincerely look forward to end my weekdays - TWISTER FRIES-  life is good, God is great. 

It's nice to talk to law and I actually really enjoy talking to ping because we somehow click even though half the time we talk about crap, and giggle about the same things but they make me smile, like an idiot sometimes in the middle of no where when I remember something they said. HAHAH but yeah, thank God for them too.  

“Holding onto anger only prevents you from feeling and seeing anything good that is around you. Don’t give someone who doesn’t want to see you succeed the satisfaction. Keep your head up and keep smiling always, and you will always go further than you ever imagined.”

Word. 

Exploration station. This post will be edited tomorrow or tomorrow tommorow ;) untill then ~ have a great week. 

Sometimes I feel so distant from you. Sometimes I feel disconnected. 

Sometimes I feel like you're ungrateful. 

Sometimes I feel like I don't matter enoughto you. But I don't know.

Sometimes I feel like I can't speak to you.

Sometimes I wonder why you don't speak to me. 

Sometimes I blame her. 

Sometimes I don't. 

Sometimes I wish I'd never met her in this lifetime like today. 

Sometimes I wish I never knew so much. 

Young and high - holiday mood.

Brown paper means love. 

Heh- on track and minimal procrastination this year *claps* -fabulous 

Crafting updates 

"If there were to be one person I could erase from my mind, it would be you." - why I gave you so many chances, I don't know. I was perhaps once like you, living in denial. 

Collections and obsessions 

Today was the first class for VC for the semester and the theme of our briefs is collections and obsessions. I have never thought much about this and when asked what I collected or obsessed with I couldn't pin point anything because me being a rather mild hoarder - collects just about everything. But then after class ping suddenly struck me by saying " I know ! You collect pictures of the sky." - it kind of hit me in the face then haha. 

So why is this important ? As asked by jonas, what makes my collection of sky pictures relatable to others and why is it significant to others. Well this is just a beginning thought for my project so I won't forget. 

This is the first time I actually thought hard about why I actually loved the sky so much. I think to me, it is a reminder that life despite its up and downs, is beautiful. I think what is significant here is that to be able to catch my sunsets, I actually had to carve out 1.5 hours each day merely spending time high up above, far removed and observing the sky. I often feel much better - if I've had a bad day after doing so. That sacred 1.5 hours I realize, is a time of reflection, relaxation, a time of quiet, a time where I forget my problems for awhile. And I think it is important ? That everyone should take that time no matter how busy they are, to simply breathe a little and marvel at the beauty of nature, appreciate the little things in life - so that's how it should matter to others as well. I'm really sleepy haha so I have no idea if what I'm blabbering makes any sense but I think it does la haha 

The first day of school is over. I'm ready but of course I would rather have holidays forever ( HAHAHAH DENIAL ). Well I was just thinking about how blessed I am to really enjoy what I study, and how although sometimes it really is tiring, I really, truly am very happy to be where I am right now. This holiday has been one heck of an amazing one because of restored I am and I think how productive I was, so many projects completed, I am really proud of my work haha.. I had so much more to say but I kind of forgot so let's just hope they come back :X 

goodnight frenz

Life didn't give you a lemon, I did. Gyaaaa

Fab ~

Sorry I also don't know what is this, I've got an entire page of doodles from no where hahaha. Some of them are cute kay. 

Anyway I came here not to post this but this which I saw on tumblr and identified: 

“If there’s one thing that 2014 taught me it’s that letting go is okay. Not everything is meant to stay in your life forever, and coming to that realization helps you find a way to cope with the loss. People come and go, but you can’t let that stop you from doing what’s best for yourself.”

I wonder if life as an adult is boring- is that why they become kinda boring ? There's really nothing more to look forward to or fear ( -graduation/new school/ next stage of life) - it's just stuff like job change or what retirement ? Meh I have no idea . 

Priorities. Why should I prioritize my time for you if you don't prioritize your time for me. If you're always so busy, why should I always be the one pushing for a meet up ? If you are so busy then whatever. 

THERE NEEDS TO BE MORE EPISODES  OF ADVENTURE TIME NAO. It's killing me. 8th jan 15th jan. - take note. 

SEASON 4 of MOST POPULAR GIRLS IN SCHOOL COMING OUT 6th jan. I'm wasting my life and it looks at first like the dumbest show ever but I promise you dear god it's so funny once you understand the entire story you could just die. 

Photo : Sheepie 

My tummy is very happy today. Which also means I'm very happy HAHAHAH. Met Wongzh for lunch bumped into wongzy. ( fei fei Kor Kor and Niao Niao didi ) met Sheepie for supper. And mongster for post supper chill out. Life is great.