You won't lose anyone if you've never had anyone.
You won't be disappointed if you had no expectations.
I think I put too much effort into friendships sometimes.
Time ticks away and people leave. They have their own lives somewhere else maybe in some other country while I wait for them to come home. But I don't ever think they really are ever going to come home. I'm just stuck here in that permanent liminality. Often times there is the mention of how things have changed here and it's not comfortable. But things don't change, people do. I've always had issues with moving on I guess. And I think ill always be here, semi forgotten and waiting.
Waiting for eternity.