Spring

Today's sky from 1400 hours to 1930 hours deserves it's own post. 

Amazing sky activity today

Hall life

Me seen here : as demure as usual ;) 

THIS IS SUCH A VIVIEN GAME. TSKTSK

I tried my best to be model-esque ok. 

Joined Viviens life group yesterday as they held it in her Hall. It has been the first time in a long time since I joined any church group of any sort apart from going to church, and I guess maybe it was Gods way of reminding me about himself, because I've been slightly lost and preoccupied lately. I've had a very bad experience as a child when it comes to making friends in church partly thanks to my horrible awkwardness as well as the problem of immaturity and age of the people around me once upon a time. But this time felt better and I didn't feel uncomfortable (a little shy at first but I warmed up quickly) I think it might have been because it wasn't such a big group so I wasn't overwhelmed. But everyone was really nice too (: and I've been reminded of you God, and your plans for me. 

I had the honour of accompanying viv for her last night in hall. Which was nothing short of amazing. Thank you for everything viv (: 

Of course there has to be the mandatory glamour shot. 

Do I look handsome? 

Not exactly a girl who digs flowers that much but I have to say this is my most favourite flower on the planet. Just gimme a bunch of these seriously.. Haha I absolutely love the crispy, rustling sound it creates when I touch it. I'm sorry in pretty weird, haha I guess people go mostly by visuals. I go by sound and squishniess/texture and like softness  (like how I love squishy stickers and the feel of fleece and how my favourite types of paper are either extremely smooth or extremely thin and crispy sounding :X ). - not to say that I don't go by visuals, I'm a Viscom major after all.

NYEH. Told you i'd get you back. Sneeeaky meee.

Happy Chinese new year everyone (: 

And to v the sleeping beauty. (: 

Photos by v and I. 

Laife

Burned by the light. Haha I look like a squirrel.

Meeting with SY and D yesterday wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, even though our styles are probably at different ends of the spectrum. If anything, they really think very hard about design and are extremely intelligent and informed individuals. Happy to be working with them for the group work, because I think they take me to the next level. 

Sick today, but after Panadol and a nap, feeling so much better. 

 I had some time after school to grab dinner with Lawry, and I told him I actually felt pretty darn lonely in school, and he told me he felt lonely too. We both agree that it's just our classmates haha, none of them really being very onz about everything, we don't go out, don't hang out, don't do anything together unlike other groups in school - they all have their own cliques, we have ours but it's a pretty dead clique, sadly.

 He also missed art stage T.T 

We both agreed to just jio each other for anything in the end! 

So I guess I'm not alone in feeling lonely after all. 

Looking after me

It's kind of great actually , singing promotes such a great healthy lifestyle. 

Because I'm taking two singing modules this semester ( meaning two of my modules grades actually depend on my voice ) , for once I'm actually much more careful with my voice. Ye would be so proud of me. I miss you Derek ): please come back from Bangkok haha. )))):

Suddenly anything fried has lost almost all appeal. Apart from the occasional French fries. No Junk food too. And I'm planning runs to build up on my stamina. 

Still working on the spicy food part though, because I can't. Like I literally can't live without spicy food and chocolate, and of course I won't take milk out of my diet. (HAHA. How do singers live man). 

Planning study dates with yy (so I am forced to sit with someone to study instead of wasting my day to wait for the night) too so maybe I can sleep early.

Here's to a happy healthy semester ahead. Oh yes. 

2014

Is not looking bright at all. I don't deserve anyone's shit. My time table is not fixed. Mostly alone for classes. 

What the heck. 

Chin up kylie. 

Dre made a good point yesterday when I said , I don't take anyone's shit. 

He told me : you don't deserve anyone's shit, because you don't give people shit. 

So everyone should calm their tits and take their own shit back to their own bloody corners and keep it to themselves. 

How I feel right now

 Just wanna roll up into a ball and not face the world for a little while. Not meet people, not design logos, not miss people, not take anyone's shit. 

Minimalist isn't my thing. How ah 

Exchange.

After a hell load of frustration and tears, I finally took the chance and made the decision to go for exchange in sem 1. I honestly really wanted to go in semester 2 because then I wouldn't miss my 21st and everyone else's 21st, my parents birthdays, Christmas and new year. 

But my travel buddy inisists on going in semester one and will not go in semester two. I would go in semester two alone but my parents don't want me to go overseas alone. After being painfully stuck in the middle, I just made the decision to apply and go in semester one. 

Thanks vivi for being there when I needed to talk to someone. Although we couldn't talk on the phone because my phone was dying, texting you and knowing you were ever ready on the other end to listen to me was comforting. 

So, I've already applied, and I leave everything in God's hands. 

So here I am really wanting to be less of a burden to my parents, working hard to earn some money.

I'm probably gonna make some of my sky photos into postcards and draw stickers perhaps ? They won't be very expensive and I won't earn a lot from it I guess, but every cent counts towards Ky's exchange fund (: 

This is a proposal I worked out with Vivi so do support the vivi exchange fund too should she decide to do something like this or should we do a collaboration. (: 

Thank you in advance (: 

Why is it when I finally am allowed to go on exchange, everything has to be so difficult. 

5 words for you:

Run while you still can. 

Adventure time part idk what

 

Shot by Jon. Curated /slightly edited by me. Sorry the editing isn't uniform. 

Well ok so the real me isn't anything peaceful or demure as the above photoshoot suggests haha so here are the behind the scenes photo of me goofing off: 

Weeeell yez: I broke my promise :X but no, I'm not sorry. Blogging takes up way more time than any of you think it does, it's not just about dumping random pictures but you take time to choose, to arrange and even edit the photos. So thank you for your kind understanding and patience and thank you for even venturing here to my blog (: 

So school has officially begun - NUUUUUUUUU. Time really flies and I'm at the second half of year two already. Last semester wasn't that much of an enjoyable one, so of course this sem has to make up for it. This is also somewhat the first sem I'm supposedly "free" from introduction to art history. Finally no history after 7 and a half consecutive years. (It's not that I hate it, just maybe a break ? Then it's survey of modern art for the next semester!) 

Whilst my timetable isn't completely solid yet - thanks to the inefficient school admin who refuses to give me my CORE module, I have got modules like choir, magic of voice and Korean. So singing for my grades! hurrah this semester looks promising :D ain't gonna be that easy but I think what matters is that I love whatever the topic is. Same applies to Korean, definitely not going to be easy, but I will work hard !! 

Last but not least would be illustration classes with the legendary Hans Bacher ! ( go google him if you have never heard of him ). First lesson with him last week and I was completely in awe, he is amazing - both as a person and as a creative. Totally Inspiring- I was literally hyperventilating. I would post the photos I took of his work here but it wouldn't do him any justice so - neh. 

Everyone has split classes for the sem unlike last year which makes me a little sad ): uni is a lonely lonely place. 

Well so most probably (sadly) no more adventure till this semester actually ends.

Haven't been to art stage yet and I think it ends today ): I also haven't been to singapore biennale which has been going on for so long. Probably find time to head there myself some time - so many artsy friends but I also don't know where they all disappeared to. 

So I end here with a selfie of my nyeh face I took on the first day of school. Think I look fat here but screw that shit. It's the accurate face for the first day of school: